in college youre entering a life of reality, not high-school but college, more challenges and more tasks to deal with. my life in college is a big task to be delegated.
when i was in high-school me and my friends were the popular ones, we have a leader named Dior and me and my best friend Jemi Nicdao are her "kind of" sidekicks. but really we're friends, being popular is so cool like life is easy for us we have friends, we like everything in front of us, the fortunes are for us, and by means of that all of the resources that we could gather are just only for us exclusively!, aside from being the popular ones we turned to be the PLASTICS i mean super MEAN and BITCHY, we talk to someone and then after, we spread news feeds, fucked-up things about them, Big Bitch times... and as i went to college everything disappeared, the authority, my rules and regulations technically my life and popularity was gone. but i was there, college is like a big market for me. for my popularity come back...
i thought it was hard but really it was easy. so easy that i could be friends with all of them, i didnt know that i had this talent, being friendly. i was happy that i could have a new image here. a new start, a clean slate.
in our school events they have it all dance competitions, car shows and everything, and then i joined one of the most popular competitions ever in the school, its a SOLO DANCE Competition, and i made it i won the competition, (i can't elaborate things it is so detailed and a very long story) at first i never expected to win this competition because i had no dance training at all so technically Im just an amateur dancer... my competition are from Cheer Squad, some had a training when they were in high-school and some can do acrobatic skills which is kinda intimidating, i only do splits and standing splits, i haven't discovered my other talent in dancing yet, but i was confident that i could win this because of my facial expression which is very hard to imply when your on stage, mine was just pure natural on stage, others could notice it and i was lucky to have that!
Semi-Finals we prepared our own solo performance i did mine its a combo of outrageous, buttons and slave 4 u, it was so exhausting because its a 5 mins performance in front of hundreds and over all the performance was energetic. i was the first to be called for the Final Contestants and i was grateful that i got it first, and on the finals i will bring it! like nobody else could... i was so determined to bring my fierce ass into it!
Finals, in front of many students we did our production, after production our solo impromptu performance we picked a c.d. a prop, mine was a lace for gymnast and songs are tokyo drift, macarena, and you raise me up
it was so not my genre but i did my best not to let go of my prop because if i did i will lose....
after all the contestants performed there will be a tabulation, and after the tabulation, announcements for the top 3 who will compete for the title... i got in and we did an impromptu dance routines for a 4 mins song by Gary Valenciano "Hataw na"
i was lucky that i have my friends in front me... they were there to coach and to cheer for me...
after that routine another tabulation, and the announcement of the winner, all of the three will receive an award and will win, 3rd runner up, 2nd runner up, and The Grand Champion,
the first name that'll be called out is the 3rd runner up
so i didnt get it,,, two left, me and Varn the other conestant who turned out to be my friend in the whole month of our preparation,
the first name that'll be called out is the 2nd runner up and the last name is the champion
and i heard Varn's name first and i was called out last, i couldn't believe it...
i was the Champion! I'm the Grand Champion! god!
winning something like this gained me power and authority. (hahha maybe i dont know i dont care about that anymore) but really though i realized something, something that changed my life principles... it deleted my old ways of life, being popularity conscious, being the BITCH and being the QUEEN, because i offered myself something much better than that,,,, i am the CHAMPION... its an accomplishment not something that i could get from resources but instead i did it myself,,, with help of GOD...and of course my friends who are the continuous motivations of my life especially when it comes to dancing!
im so loving every minute of holding this title! THE CHAMP! never the BITCH! because being bitch is like life without butterflies u can get anything but without the effort, its all fake and pretentious...
from that on i left my High-School dreams to college dreams....
2008 was the year for me... i hope it will be a good year for my dancing career next year...... or the next or the next, and now i still DANCE, for myself, GOD and my friends and family,,, i did it something that i could be proud of.... =) i made it...
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