Wednesday, October 27, 2010

memory of what we used to call in love

"Im gonna remember you, you're gonna remember..."

you saw him with his new girl on your favorite shopping avenue where u both used to go when u need a fabulous dress, he went out and ran into you. you dont know what  to do. you stared down instead, he approached you and ask "hey how are u?"...u dont know the words to answer the question, u cant help but to drop a tear from your eyes, u looked for your mobile phone pretending that someone's calling u and u are late for something very important where in fact u were there to buy a dress. your ex was wondering, why'd u leave? 
he didn't know how to contact you, he's not sure if that is still your number he was about to ask when suddenly u left without saying goodbye. he waited for his new girl, the girl felt the pain of her boyfriend. she understands everything and that girl used to be your best girlfriend... 

u have reached your destination to a party until u saw both of them. at the exact place and time, both of your ex were staring and feeling awkward that you were invited too. they thought of it but they hoped that u wouldnt come because of the complicated situation...

years ago you the both of you attend parties with each other wearing the same designer clothes riding a limousine. but at this moment you were mortified, 
how could she do this to me? she was my best girlfriend...



last year the both of you were having problems in your relationship the guy dont know where to go, dont know whom he could confide... until your best friend helped him gave advice and he started to feel something for your best friend... he had fallen in love, and she felt the same way you had no idea what was going on until he decided to break up with you...he said that it is not working anymore. U cried and asking the real reason, he never spoke and left u behind.
Despite of what happened u tried to stay strong, until u need someone to talk. you were looking for your best friend calling her, to confide, to tell what was going on... until you found out that she left and went to Connecticut...  leaving u without saying goodbye,
your boyfriend broke it off, and heard that he left town...
u felt sad and don’t know whom  to talk to. But instead u wrote another novel about strangers of  love… and getting drunk everyday…
after four months of a no-show. your best friend didnt communicate with you, u started to wonder, what is going on?

your other friend called you for a celebration of her  birthday this coming may,
you asked her if your ex-boyfriend will come and she said yes.
not knowing that your ex-boyfriend is with your best friend now...

the invitation says bring plus one. so technically u need a date for the party. but instead u get your purse and keys and went to greenbelt,walking here and there entering beautiful designer stores buying everything that u could buy, until u found a pair of Jimmy Choos that'll be perfect as a DATE for the party.
you entered and luckily it was sale, from 15,000 pesos to 10,000 pesos, u purchased the shoes impulsively went to other stores, until u saw youre favorite label, LANVIN, walking slowly on the way u saw him looking at you, walking alone bringing paper bags of golden silk and treasures of labels, u stopped as he walk closely to you,and then u saw youre best friend inside LANVIN, u were happy to see her there, but u saw in his hands was her VERSACE bag that u gave her for her 25th birthday.... as you walk u stopped and stared at the ground concluding all of what happened this past four months... he was asking u questions and u never spoke any word... u rushed to leave... u ran and ran pass through your favorite shopping avenue... and finally u reached your Mazda 3... u went inside and started crying your all... finally now u had the answer u've been looking for, the sad truth of all... u drove all the way at your place... while sobbing all of the flashbacks entered your preoccupied mind... "how could they do this to me?" 
not knowing all of it... u got upset, hurt, devastated, and depressed...
u ride your building's elevator all the way to your condo... until u saw pictures of you and your best friend having fun on the beach as u looked at the photo u cried like someone died... not only u were mourning for your lost love but also for the betrayal you felt... 
you were fixing yourself,putting your make up on, and opening the box of golden treasures, Jimmy Choos
the car and driver was waiting for u downstairs, and finally u finished everything... the car went straight to your friend's birthday celebration  at the Oasis Hotel. u got out from the car with a pair of hot diamond studded Jimmy Choo shoes a black dress from Alexander McQueen and holding on your left hand, a Prada bag with golden strap with swarovski studs. as u walk inside people were staring at you, the hot novelist with high sense of fashion, a hot single writer with 3 plus ones... 

JIMMY CHOO, ALEXANDER MCQUEEN AND PRADA, while walking on the red carpet u saw the press and they were asking u personal questions, like your relationship and love life, u just said, "i like the way how i live my life now, single and hot!" the press were impressed of how u handled their questions,  u ask yourself “isn’t that pretentious?” but ignoring yourself again you’ve entered the venue of your friend's party u saw the both of them your ex-boyfriend and your ex-best girlfriend kissing and cuddling each other while u walk straight to give your friend a very expensive gift a Chanel purse with one white gold bracelet from Tiffany's... as u walk she pointed u the direction of your fabulous other friends, there they were your friends from college, they were very excited that u attended the party even without a plus one, they asked u where is youre date u simply said "ooooh im so tired of them"
your other friend asked "them? so it means your dating  many men now?" u said "im dating labels now... Choo, Mcqueen, and Prrrraadaa" and all of them laughed as they stare at u thinking of how they've missed u so much... not knowing one of your friends brought you a blind-date, a half-french half- filipino with chinese decsent, he was the CEO of a management firm where your ex-boyfriend works..
he was rich hot and kind, years ago your ex-boyfriend used to mention him to u, he was very jealous and he envied him, now u had all the opportunity to make him jealous, but instead u stopped and said to yourself.

"i know they did that but i know im smart enough to make revenge, i just hope karma is real, but this is a jackpot, he's cute and very sweet, i want to get to know him its like love at first sight!"
He was looking at you just only u and the both of u started talking and sharing everything like the two of u know each other for many years. Like u never noticed that your ex-boyfriend and your ex-best friend was there, u felt that u are in another world.

as the time passed by the two of u were the only persons who was there on that table, not noticing that others left.
u glanced at your ex-boyfriend's table u saw the both them fighting.the CEO asked u if u want to go out for a drink you said yes and after few minutes u decided to leave, and ask him to wait because you will go to the powder room... CEO SAID yes... and he waited outside the powder room. And nervous for your first date.
Then a lady on a black LANVIN dress slowly approaches the powder room with tears in her eyes,

that lady was "Girl's" ex-best friend, 

and then u saw her standing beside u, looking all sad and the look of begging for apology crying her heart out because of her failing relationship with his boyfriend your ex-boyfriend, u walk closely to her, hugged her and whispered "thank u for everything, now i know who i should trust my life with... Goodbye and thank u take care"
as u exit ex-best friend was crying and feeling sorry for what she did. blaming herself...

CEO waited for u, he grabbed your hand stared at you like you’re a melting butter and he whispered something, "youre the girl of my dreams, i thank God that u and your ex-boyfriend broke up" u smiled with the look of falling in love u and whispered at him "things happen for a reason I guess youre the reason!" 



walking down stairs the both of u ran into your ex-boyfriend he wanted to talk to you but u smiled at him and shouted THANK YOU BECAUSE OF YOU I WILL NEVER MET MY FUTURE! I WILL REMEMBER U FOR DOING THIS YOURE A BLESSING IN DISGUISE!!!

HE sobbed and feeling sorry for his self, as u and CEO exit the hotel the car approached and u felt a new girl with the guy who will love u for the rest of your life a guy that u barely know but he is the guy who u could trust your all and all, who is willing to accept your flaws and all…he is the ONE,  THE BIG true LOVE….




i hope u'll like it! =)










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